What another stupid day?!

today I went to this funeral wid my bf...I din go in actually as I cant attend all these thing...So I just stay outside,sometime I wonder how was it like in there?I mean how everyone feel?!izzit lik everyone's crying or at least 1/2 of the ppl's crying and others were lik in a very sad mood?i din try to be MEAN ... bt i really wanted to KNOW!coz when my grandma pass away(tat was lik13years ago) our whole family was v sad!!!everyone was in a v sad & like end of the world kind...so i reckon that whenever there's ppl pass away ... The family should be v sad(of coz included frens&ppl ard)...i mean it's not NECESSARY for them to feel sad...bt...the feeling more or less should have rite?!
and i feel V sorry for my fren as when her mom pass away i wasn't allow to go accompany her!i wasn't there for her!!!Hope she can understand!I've try my best bt that's all i can do!sorry!!!
well...i guess this is a stupid one...coz i might bring up all those sad memory or something...so just forgive me ok!