LoV3's BLinD?!Agr33?!

I started believing in TRUE love when I was 13...And I do believe in those long lasting love...Even now,I still do believe...But...I wonder how can certain couple work out so smoothly while some just cant seem to get it right?I mean...Well,I'm one of those that cant seem to get it right no matter how hard I've tried....I think I'm a loser in love...coz my love life is so miserable... Sometime I think izzit coz I've did something v bad,so in return this is the punishment from god?!Or is it just a test that is give to me by god? I really want to know....Can anyone answer me?Well...I suppose no...I think I can understand why theres ppl who commit suicide coz of love....I used to think they're silly....no point giving up life for ppl that do not appreciate u at all...But ....Think on the other hand...if you are in their shoes...And think about it..Maybe u mite do wat they did!u'll say it's a stupid / silly idea of giving urself just for some stupid,lousy fella....But...who knows what exactly goin on between them?!NOBODY except THEY themselves!I think I shall continue later...coz no mood at all...Sorry this is such a stupid one...