Stress!!!

I’m not sure what I want now and I really don't know how to make this decision ... only if god can give me a hand / a clue on this!!!
I really need help!!! I need help desperately!
I don't feel like staying in sigma and yet I don't feel like working in the new company ... I’m stress...really...very stress...
I felt like reject both offered and go back to Malaysia...
but I know I can't, I just can't leave my dear here ... I can't do that ...
I’ve been going around and ask people's opinion right after my boss talk to me... but I still haven't got a clue what I want, I can't make the decision ... I’m worry worry of what? Please don't ask me, I don't know either...
I’ve been asking myself what is that ... what is the bloody problem now, what is that stupid thing that is bothering you, just pull it out and settle it... no more problem then ... but I really don't know! Even my heart can't answer me that! How? What can I do?
I’m scare and worry!
I need help, I need help badly, I need help urgently and desperately!!!