ReGreT?!

This is funny,few days ago i was still worry / thinking should i or shouldn't i go to Singapore?but few days later ... I'm BACK from Singapore~!at 1st i thought that I'll regret of going cos it means that I'll be eating bread this whole month!but guess what?i did not!i din regret or anything and in fact i enjoyed it... i mean ... this could be the most relax & enjoyed trip that I've ever been in Singapore,cos ... every time i went,it's either I'm troubling my friend or i got no time to shop!even though this trip i din get to shop much but at least i enjoyed it!
When i got back from Singapore, before i was there,me n my friend had promise each other that we'll be finding job n work there!but then ... she make it,n i din make it ... i feel so bad!!!i thought of giving up,but this is not right,cos if i give up,it means that in the same time,I'm giving up my dream as well...my dream of getting out of this bloody country!!!* i wouldn't bother to mention what country it is tho)
i never be so sure of what i want in my life before!!!
this morning when my mom ask if i would like to go UK to accompany my aunt who stay there alone for about a week,and of cos my ans's YES!!!just hope that this time my mom wont change her mind last min,just hope that every thing's fine ...
i shall start to pray even harder every min from now!!!