Hard To ChooSe....

i'm goin to singapore later tonite ... bt my heart ask me not to go ... i dunno why...mayb coz tat i'm broke this month .. and i definitely goin to spend a bomb if i go to singapore ... bt yet .. my fren oledi got me a ticket ... so ... i got no choice!anyway ....not to say tat i dun wan to go ... so it's alrite i guess ...
i really dunno wat i wan ... i'm confius .. confius by wat?i've no idea ...
am i the only gal tat keep thinking my life's miserable or ..?
who can help me?nobody but me!haha