WhAt's BotHerInG Me?!

yesterday went to my friend house and watch world cup final with my other friends...and i even place bet on my fave team (Italy) ... the sad thing is even they won ... bt i still lose money ... :( sigh ... think i'm not gonna bet anymore!!!

I think recently i've been putting on weight like crazy ....
haiz ... been promising and telling myself that i must at least lose 2-3kg before my b'day ... but ... tml is my bday and yet i stil c no result!sigh in fact i'm putting on weight instead which make me feel even more worse!!!
i guess every year my b'day wish will be the same ... LOSE SOME FAT!!!

i think when ppl getting old and older ... they'll start to worry that will they be celebrating their b'day alone?if there's anyone who remember their b'day?
i dunno will everyone feel the same as i do?or i'm the only one who feel it tat way?i think sometime mayb i juz over worry or take it too serious n too hard ...
mayb i sld juz relax n dun think so much abt it ...

now i what i nid to do is plan where to have dinner with my honey ... hehe
and what's the program for tomolo .... (thinking)
mayb sld online n search for somer estaurant or something ...
but this is unfair ... it's my b;day,so he sld be the one who doin all this and not me...(thinking) but ... it's ok ... since he's busy ... will forgive him i guess ...