starve to death!!!

i'm starving myself now, plan to starve until my weight drop to 50kgs!!!
which is about ... 8kgs more? or less...
that day went and weight le, but i forgot is how much... haha
why is it sooooo hard to lose weight and soooo easy to gain weight!!!
god!!! why must u play this kinda joke on us!!!!
or rather on me only... sigh