Diet Time...

Been thinking wanna diet, wanna lose weight...
end up ... haiz ... Failed OF COURSE!!!
no stamina, no determination, no energy, no faith, no confident, no money, no time, no this, no that, no bla bla, no la la , no di di , no da da and etc....
see ... so many excuse to not start my diet...
i know i know... if tat's the case, i deserve to be fat, i deserve to be a pig, it serve me right ...
sigh ... i need encouragement!!!
i don wanna be a pig!!!