2 years...

if we still happened to be together, it would be our 2 years anniversary.
miss all the moment that we used to spent together, but all these will only be memory, and it will never happen again.
i should have move on and i am moving on, but why am i still longing to be back with him?
i know i am blaming my current bf for all the thing he did, but what about myself? aren't me behaving the same as him? the only different would be mine is mentally and his will be both. so his crime is consider more critical, but mine is minor. but it would still be bad regardless.
dropped him an email, wonder if he would ever reply. i know he won't, and i am not hoping for anything.
just want to wish him all the best and may he found his happiness.

dear... i miss you.