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finally able to find the chance to update what happen today while waiting for the attachment to be loaded...

had a challenging lunch today ...
why did i said it's challenging? coz it's an informal networking/social lunch with the company potential strategies partners... and over the 2hours lunch, i've learned how ugly the reality world looks like... people were sooooooo fake to the extend that even i'm blind / deaf, i could feel it with my hear that they're lying or acting~~~
yes it's that serious ... i am not exaggerating!
one of them seems nice on the surface, trying to be nice and friendly, but if you listen carefully, or if you are wise enough, you can actually tell that he's not helping but sabotaging another. how scary is that!!! i'm lucky that i don't have colleague like that ... or do i? *rolling eyes*

been learning how to do the brochure with AI and i felt good coz i'm able to learn something new! and find myself useful a little bit more! keke
but this is tiring... now i totally understand why those professional are charging soooo much... because they spend their time, effort and energy on making all these possible! *applause to them*

was reading this book named "The Secret". it's interesting coz it says, if you believe in what you want and be positive, then you will get it ... something to that effect ...
i haven't finish the book though... will try to finish them by this or mid next week?

day 4 - i am still thinking of him whenever my mind was not occupy by work...
what is wrong with me? i wanted to know too... anywhere i go, anything i do, anyone i talk to, will remind me of him... am i obsessed with him? or i'm just possessed by some naughty spirit that disturbing me?
i am still missing him badly... hoping that things will change when i'm back to kl...?