**~My ~ HeaVen ~***

to call my heaven, it doesn't seem very appropriate, maybe i should call it "my shell" coz it's a place for me to hide, for me to express my emotion and feeling, when i dare not to tell anyone about the inside world of mine...

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

LoNeLy~!

AKON LYRICS"Lonely"Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,I have nobody,For my owwnnnI'm so lonely, I'm Mr. LonelyI have nobody, For my owwnnnI'm so lonely, Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like yaKno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leaveI woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I wasFeenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuzEver since my girl left me, my whole life came crashinI'm so lonely (so lonely),I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girlI'm so lonely (so lonely)I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girlCant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuckAround and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, IReally wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girlI'm so lonely (so lonely)I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girlI'm so lonely (so lonely)I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girlBeen all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been throughNever thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing uCuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made meBe so happy but now so lonelySo lonely (so lonely)I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) I'm so lonely (so lonely)I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girrllNever thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl andCome on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id everHurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...I'm so lonely (so lonely)I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) I'm so lonely (so lonely)I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girllLonely, so lonelySo lonely, (so lonely),Mr. Lonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

My DaY~!:D

I juz spent another day of my life ytd...It's not an ordinary day..It's my b'day!!!
bt thn..Which oso mean tat I'm getting older!!!I'm now officially 19!!!:( stupid 19!!!
I hate to think tat I'm getting older...coz I know tat I cant act lik a kid anymore!I cant juz get money from my mom when I thought I wan to buy something new...Or whatever I wan!!!!:(
I cant juz cry to my mom / complain whn I'm feelin sad / being scold or something!!!I've grown up!!!I should no more act lik a child!!!Or a kid!!!

when I thought tat the whole world had totally forget abt me ... thn greetings my fren started to arrive!!!!Sometime I was wondering...Is there an angel who being nice to me and guarding me?Or being prankster who tricking me?This is really a tough question!bt I dun think thr's anyone ever think lik tat b4!Only ppl lik me!!!ppl tat so free!!!hahhahaha