wrong turn

i really dunno wat subject can i put ... i dunno what am i goin to write here.
i juz got back from KL ytd,i dunno how should i feel,ppl ask if i enjoy my trip,i dunno, really dun feel the enjoyment!i went home.bt there's nothing for me at home!i'm with my bf but the feeling's different.
i dunno what is tat suppose to mean ... but ... everything seems different!i cant tell which and where make the differences,but i just feel it's not the same!
was it i'm the one tat change?or was it i'm the one tat not changin while the whole world had change?i really dunno...
i don's feel home when i'm home,was tat suppose to mean tat i no longer belongs to tat place?
i don't feel loved whn i'm wid my bf,was tat mean he no longer love me?or our love oledi faded?
if tat so,then where do i belong?where's my love?
am i make the right decision?did i choose the right roaD?i really dunno and i dunno how to find out the ansa....

WaT A DaY...Or ShaLL i SaY NiGhT?!

Wow,it's my 1st nite went out clubbing wid frens ever since i came to Singapore...
it wasn't as ... fascinating as i expecting...but it was fun!
i mean tat's e only time tat u can actually enjoy urself without worry for work or any other problem!
i tot tat i mite drunk at 1st coz ... i havent been drinking beer since ... Sept i think ... so ... just think tat i mite not be able to take alchohol as ... GOOD as i used to be?!haha
i went wid my bro's fren (rachel) and her fren (gary) and my collegue (soo) it was quite fun as we're talking about all those ... silly stuff ... but one thing is that ... i can hardly find a cute guy in e pub!!!i mean...well i'm not pretty but ...u definitely expect to see some cute guy/gal at these kind of place rite ...?!
Urgh...dead sleepy now....i think tat's wat u nid to pay for FUN?! (^@^)