**~My ~ HeaVen ~***

to call my heaven, it doesn't seem very appropriate, maybe i should call it "my shell" coz it's a place for me to hide, for me to express my emotion and feeling, when i dare not to tell anyone about the inside world of mine...

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

6 months already

today is me n my dear 6months anniversary!!!
hoho neve thought tat time will pass so fast!
still remember how we both together...it's lik yesterday ...
sadly today i cnt celebrate our anniversary (even though it's nt a big day as 6months doesn't really seem that long). i got class tonight, tomorrow he'll be going for his RT, fri i nid to go dental, sat i'm flying off to bali!haha so mean for this whole week we wont have much time for each other... *sob* muz treasure every min that we can spend wid each other...

it's kinda funny when i think back how we both get together... we were kinda like from two different world...neve thought that i'll end up wid him though as we always fighting and teasing each other...

one of the most memorable thing is what he told me when we're in kuching...tat is really touching...i even cried ... haha silly me...
i cry easily...even watch cartoon oso i cn cry lik mad... i wonder wat's wrong wid me... not that i over drink water or anything... haha

anyway ... happy anniversary!!!hohoho

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

haiz....

i read my brother's blog today ... and i realise that i neve really communicate with my family eversince i'm 17...what a shame on me..

my brother broke up with the bitch for i guess less than a month and u know wat?that bloody bitch is wid someone else... i noe it's normal for a gal to broke up wid someone and date another guy the next day but ... hello this bitch broke up wid my bro while my bro's under medication?WTF is she human or is she not?!urgh...
i'm not being mean but i juz hate her, why muz she treat my bro lik tat, honestly as a gal i think my bro treat her very nicely, as a guy i think my bro's moron as he treat the gal fucking good!
so wat's wrong wid her?juz coz my bro caught in an accident and cant walk for mayb few months then she choose to dump him and go date wif another guy?

i seriously hate her!!!hate her to the max!!!
i mite nt be a good sister but i would neve do this kind of bitchy thing to my bf!!!neve at all!!!nt when he's unable, sick or under medication, treatment or this kind of circumstances!
dont she know tat what a patient nid the most is support?why cnt she be mroe supportive instead of bitchy?urgh!!!