Random Thoughts.

I forgot where i read these, but i find them meaningful so i copy and paste it.

What should one do?
When the things you used to believe in no longer worth believing?
When you used to think love will help you go through it ended up hurting you more?
When the things that you thought would bond the two of you instead keeping you apart?
When you start to question whether is he really the one?
When all you seem to be doin of late is only crying?
When you start to wish that you would be home with your family instead of him?
When you thought of just dropping everything and be at a place where there's no him?
When you finally be at that place you wished he could be there with you?
When you start to hate yourself for loving him but at the same time hate him for hurting you?
When he hurt you so deeply that you want to call it quits but you'll never leave knowing that he's much better than any of the guys you have dated?
When he apologized and promised to not do it again and take you in his arms lovingly?
When he again breaks his promise and you again vowed to not be so stupid to believe him the next time?
When you start to say mean things like 'I shouldnt have married you' or I wished I have never met you' and after that wished you could take back the words?
When you know he's the one that you couldnt live without but at the same time wished you have your own space?
When all you can do is just cry in silence and still love him so very much?
What should one do?