WhAt's BotHerInG Me?!

yesterday went to my friend house and watch world cup final with my other friends...and i even place bet on my fave team (Italy) ... the sad thing is even they won ... bt i still lose money ... :( sigh ... think i'm not gonna bet anymore!!!

I think recently i've been putting on weight like crazy ....
haiz ... been promising and telling myself that i must at least lose 2-3kg before my b'day ... but ... tml is my bday and yet i stil c no result!sigh in fact i'm putting on weight instead which make me feel even more worse!!!
i guess every year my b'day wish will be the same ... LOSE SOME FAT!!!

i think when ppl getting old and older ... they'll start to worry that will they be celebrating their b'day alone?if there's anyone who remember their b'day?
i dunno will everyone feel the same as i do?or i'm the only one who feel it tat way?i think sometime mayb i juz over worry or take it too serious n too hard ...
mayb i sld juz relax n dun think so much abt it ...

now i what i nid to do is plan where to have dinner with my honey ... hehe
and what's the program for tomolo .... (thinking)
mayb sld online n search for somer estaurant or something ...
but this is unfair ... it's my b;day,so he sld be the one who doin all this and not me...(thinking) but ... it's ok ... since he's busy ... will forgive him i guess ...

I Miss My Family....

My bro called me on 3/7/06 and told me that he's at KLIA and off to PAPA NEW GUINEA soon ... this is sad...i dun even get to see him for one last time before he fly off...sob

Wanted to go back KL to see mama n 2nd brother end of this month ... was planning to go back for lik 9days but due to my leave was not permitted...sob
i can only go back like 5days....haiz ... which make me feel even mo