**~My ~ HeaVen ~***

to call my heaven, it doesn't seem very appropriate, maybe i should call it "my shell" coz it's a place for me to hide, for me to express my emotion and feeling, when i dare not to tell anyone about the inside world of mine...

Monday, December 29, 2008

You Spin me Round



You spin me right round, baby
right round like a record, baby
Right round round round
You spin me right round, baby
Right round like a record, baby
Right round round round

Yeah I, I got to know your name
Well and I, could trace your private number baby
All I know is that to me
You look like you're lots of fun
Open up your lovin' arms
I want some

Well I...I set my sights on you
(and no one else will do)
And I, I've got to have my way now, baby

All I know is that to me
You look like you're havin' fun
Open up your lovin' arms
Watch out, here I come

You spin me right round, baby
right round like a record, baby
Right round round round
You spin me right round, baby
Right round like a record, baby
Right round round round
...
round like a record, baby Right round round round

just a little bit closer

I got be your friend

I, I got be your friend now, baby
And I would like to move in
Just a little bit closer

All I know is that to me
You look like you're lots of fun
Open up your lovin' arms
Watch out, here I come

You spin me right round, baby
right round like a record, baby
Right round round round
You spin me right round, baby
Right round like a record, baby
Right round round round

La Passion



baby I love you so
I never let you go
Im looking for the place
waiting for warm embrace
Im living in the space
Im following your trace
tell me whats going on
tell me whats going on
Im gonna make you great
girl are you air to see
movin it, come to me

baby just come to me
dont break my heart tonight
swinging my soul to side
baby just come to me
be what you wanna be
using your fantasy
I look your soul to see
baby just come to me
now we can do it right
holding each other tight
now I can make it right
I promise you the light
waiting until daylight
I got to hand a key
open your heart to me
now I can set you free
be what you wanna be
dont wanna be alone
I got to be so strong
dont wanna be alone
baby I love you so
I never let you go
Im looking for your face
waiting for warm embrace
Im living in the space
Im following your trace
tell me whats going on
tell me whats going on
Im gointo make it great
girl are you air to see
moving it, come to me
baby just come to me
dont break my heart tonight
swinging my soul to side
baby just come to me
be what you wanna be
using your fantasy
I look your soul to see
baby just come to me
now we can do it right
holding each other tight
now I can make it right
I promise you the light
waiting until daylight
I got to hand a key
open your arm to me
now I can set you free
be what you wanna be
dont wanna be alone
Im gonna be so strong
dont wanna be alone
baby I love you so
I never let you go
Im looking for your face
waiting for warm embrace
Im living in the space
Im following your trace
tell me whats going on
tell me whats going on
I gonna make it great
girl are you air to see
moving it, come to me

baby just come to me
dont break my heart tonight
swinging my soul to side
baby just come to me
be what you wanna be
using your fantasy
I look your soul to see
baby just come to me
a little thing you wont belong
I can see your face to strong
it seem you wanna think your are in right, oh mind
dont you ever satisfy my soul
with any find my side
Im not larking
Im not crying
dont you go
baby I love you so
I never let you go
Im looking for your face
waiting for warm embrace
Im living in the space
I following your trace
tell me whats goin on
tell me whats goin on
Im gonna make you queen
girl I will ever see
moving it, come to me
baby just come to me
dont break my heart tonight
swinging my soul to side
baby just come to me
be what you wanna be
using your fantasy
I look your soul to see
baby just come to me
a little thing you wont belong
I can see your face to strong
it seem you wanna think your are in right, oh mind
dont you ever satisfy my soul
with any find my side
Im not larking
Im not crying
dont you go
baby I love you so
I never let you go
Im looking for your face
waiting for warm embrace
Im living in the space
Im following your trace
tell me whats goin on
tell me whats goin on
Im gonna make you queen
girl I will ever see
baby just come to me
dont break my heart tonight
swinging my soul to side
baby just come to me
be what you wanna be
using your fantasy
I look your soul to see
baby just come to me
a little thing you wont belong
I can see your face to strong
it seem you wanna think your are in right, oh mind
dont you ever satisfy my soul
with any find my side
Im not larking
Im not crying
dont you go
baby I love you so
I never let you go
Im looking for your face
waiting for warm embrace
Im living in the space
I following your trace
tell me whats goin on
tell me whats goin on
Im gonna make you queen
girl I will ever see
moving it, come to me
to me, to me, to me
to me, to me, to me

to me, to me, to me
to me, to me, to me

a little thing you wont belong
I can see your face to strong
it seem you wanna think your are in right, oh mind
dont you ever satisfy my soul
with any find my side
Im not larking
Im not crying
dont you go
baby I love you so
I never let you go
Im looking for your face
waiting for warm embrace
Im living in the space
I following your trace
tell me whats goin on
tell me whats goin on
Im gonna make you queen
girl I will ever see
moving it, come to me

Another way



I'll never do it 'cos you treat me wrong
you'll never do it, come and sing my song
I'll never do it 'cos you treat me wrong
you'll never do it, come and sing my song
I'll never do it 'cos you treat me wrong
you'll never do it, come and sing my song
I'll never do it 'cos you treat me wrong
you'll never do it, come and sing my song
When I look into your eyes, I feel my soul fly around the world (in the sky)
Now you're in my dreams alive, what I feel is paradise inside my world

When I look into your eyes, I feel my heart at flight around my skies
When I stay with you alive, what I feel is paradise inside my life.

Don't you see that
I want to touch your body
Don't you see that
I'll fly with you, I'd die for you

Living in another way,
to live it up just another day
living in another way (
don't stop don't stop
don't stop put it down)
living in another way,
to live it up every single day
living in another way
(don't stop don't stop put it down)

Another Way...
You'll never do it, come and sing my song ... song ...
I'll never do it 'cos you treat me wrong
you'll never do it, come and sing my song
I'll never do it 'cos you treat me wrong
you'll never do it, ... sing... song
I'll never do it 'cos you treat me wrong
you'll never do it, come and sing my song
I'll never do it 'cos you treat me wrong
you'll never do it, come and sing my song
I'll never do it 'cos you treat me wrong
you'll never do it, come and sing my song
I'll never do it 'cos you treat me wrong
you'll never do it...

Don't you see that
I want to touch your body
Can't you see that I'll fly with you,
I'd die for you

Living in another way,
to live it up just another day
living in another way
(don't stop don't stop
don't stop put it down)
living in another way,
to live it up every single day
living in another way
(don't stop don't stop put it down)

I live my life for you

farenheit!

Meaning Full Song....



Random Thoughts.

I forgot where i read these, but i find them meaningful so i copy and paste it.

What should one do?
When the things you used to believe in no longer worth believing?
When you used to think love will help you go through it ended up hurting you more?
When the things that you thought would bond the two of you instead keeping you apart?
When you start to question whether is he really the one?
When all you seem to be doin of late is only crying?
When you start to wish that you would be home with your family instead of him?
When you thought of just dropping everything and be at a place where there's no him?
When you finally be at that place you wished he could be there with you?
When you start to hate yourself for loving him but at the same time hate him for hurting you?
When he hurt you so deeply that you want to call it quits but you'll never leave knowing that he's much better than any of the guys you have dated?
When he apologized and promised to not do it again and take you in his arms lovingly?
When he again breaks his promise and you again vowed to not be so stupid to believe him the next time?
When you start to say mean things like 'I shouldnt have married you' or I wished I have never met you' and after that wished you could take back the words?
When you know he's the one that you couldnt live without but at the same time wished you have your own space?
When all you can do is just cry in silence and still love him so very much?
What should one do?

What i feel...

This is what i feel 1 year back,
but why did i publish it now instead?
because finally i am able to let it go and move on.
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he says lets take a break
but what does a break mean to him
how can you act like i'm not there
was what i did that bad?
you say we'll be together again
But in my eyes i see hate
and in my heart i know you hate me
that is the worst feeling
i have no idea how i feel about you anymore
my feelings have been scattered in my brain
giving me a tobbing headack
i thought he was different from every other guy
but i was very wrong
then when i look into his eyes i know he's perfect and what i've been looking for
but now i'm slowly losing the man of my life
i have hurt him
am i left with no way to fix what i've done
sorry won't work this time
i've noticed myself
i know what he feels i understand
and i feel like hell for treating him the way i have
i'm truly an ugly person inside
and i am ashamed...