aNNoYinG~!!!

i never feel so sad & angry for myself in my life before!!!
juz coz of an ugly,stupid pig!!!urgh,calling her pig's juz insulting pig!!!she's even more worst than a pig!!!i never meet such a bitch in my life before!!!
i don't know if it was god's idea which she's here to make my life miserable or she's just meant to be there to make some other people's life miserable!
i don't why got such creature exist but ... i really think she's a rubbish!!!she's suppose to be born in some other planet!!!urgh,i shouldn't have say this,because i can't just simply throw something i don't want to other planet!!!i'm sure other planet don't want her either!!!
i wouldn't want to say what she've done here because nobody would believe that there's someone who's so F*****G ANNOYING,IRRITATING exist on earth!

ReGreT?!

This is funny,few days ago i was still worry / thinking should i or shouldn't i go to Singapore?but few days later ... I'm BACK from Singapore~!at 1st i thought that I'll regret of going cos it means that I'll be eating bread this whole month!but guess what?i did not!i din regret or anything and in fact i enjoyed it... i mean ... this could be the most relax & enjoyed trip that I've ever been in Singapore,cos ... every time i went,it's either I'm troubling my friend or i got no time to shop!even though this trip i din get to shop much but at least i enjoyed it!
When i got back from Singapore, before i was there,me n my friend had promise each other that we'll be finding job n work there!but then ... she make it,n i din make it ... i feel so bad!!!i thought of giving up,but this is not right,cos if i give up,it means that in the same time,I'm giving up my dream as well...my dream of getting out of this bloody country!!!* i wouldn't bother to mention what country it is tho)
i never be so sure of what i want in my life before!!!
this morning when my mom ask if i would like to go UK to accompany my aunt who stay there alone for about a week,and of cos my ans's YES!!!just hope that this time my mom wont change her mind last min,just hope that every thing's fine ...
i shall start to pray even harder every min from now!!!

Hard To ChooSe....

i'm goin to singapore later tonite ... bt my heart ask me not to go ... i dunno why...mayb coz tat i'm broke this month .. and i definitely goin to spend a bomb if i go to singapore ... bt yet .. my fren oledi got me a ticket ... so ... i got no choice!anyway ....not to say tat i dun wan to go ... so it's alrite i guess ...
i really dunno wat i wan ... i'm confius .. confius by wat?i've no idea ...
am i the only gal tat keep thinking my life's miserable or ..?
who can help me?nobody but me!haha