为了你而活

看生命像阵风包不住的痛所以紧握双手
抬起头那流星般的笑容只不过坠落在心中

天空会裂缝我肩头添上的爱那黱久就不怕滂沱
用眼泪庆贺跨过了坚信这一扇门后真的有天国

为了你而活为了你而梦为了爱我会撑到最后
当世界都乌有守著你的人是我
为了你而活为了你而梦伤痕再深心无法划破
跟命运在逆流就算错了也不退后

不闪躲在这荆棘遍布中那伤口会开出花朵
天空会裂缝我肩头添上的爱那黱重就不怕滂沱
用眼泪庆贺跨过了坚信这一扇门后真的有天国

为了你而活为了你而梦为了爱我会撑到最后
当世界都乌有守著你的人是我
为了你而活为了你而梦伤痕再深心无法划破
跟命运在逆流就算错了也不退后

为了你而活为了你而梦为了爱我会撑到最后
当世界都乌有守著你的人是我
为了你而活为了你而梦伤痕再深心无法划破
跟命运在逆流就算错了也不退后

meaningfull...

喜歡下雨，因為你不會知道我流淚....

喜歡發呆....因為你不會知道我想你....

喜歡孤單....因為你不會發現我愛你....

喜歡在你身邊....因為你是我快樂的唯一因素 ...

i totally buy it!!! love these few sentence but sadly i don't know who came out with it...

it's probably the saddest scenario if you need to cry in the rain ... coz it's raining and u were under the rain and you were crying... just imagine how sad it can be!!!

being in trance so you will not know i am thinking of you.... cool~!!!
i always did that, but the problem is i don't even know who will be the one i am thinking of... haha

i don't like to be alone, even though i don't want you to know i am still loving you...
i rather be in a group, at least it can ease the feeling of loneliness... i hate the feeling of loneliness and being alone, it just felt like the world had abandon you and leaving you alone... yucks!

the happiest thing in life is that you are able to be with the person you love.
but how many happy and lucky person on earth out there?
i am definitely not the one...

1st day ...

1st day of what?
haha i also don't know...
just another bo liao entry ...
don't know what i want and how to start getting something i want...

starve to death!!!

i'm starving myself now, plan to starve until my weight drop to 50kgs!!!
which is about ... 8kgs more? or less...
that day went and weight le, but i forgot is how much... haha
why is it sooooo hard to lose weight and soooo easy to gain weight!!!
god!!! why must u play this kinda joke on us!!!!
or rather on me only... sigh

another day~~!!!

nothing much to blog about lei today...
but just wanna start something ... haha
super bo liao!

woopie

yesterday went to bed very early because not feeling well when i got home.
still planning and wondering how to go about applying the Holiday Maker Visa...
erm... i need some advice!!!

maybe i should get myself a wish list or a check list...
so that i am not blindly working and living day by day with no motivation or direction...

2 of my secondary classmate came to Singapore this morning, so i'll be meeting them tonight.
still don't know what we going to do later but i'm kinda look forward to meet them! hehe
i haven't meet them for like ... erm ... say ... 2 years? haha

***I NEED TO SHED SOME POUND!!!!***

what i want ....

what's in my mind....?
i'm thinking and planning of what to do next...
there's 2 things that i really wanted to do.
1) further study
2) holiday in UK

because of these 2 dreams ...
i am working and saving hard... everyday i tell myself that i'm saving and working for my dreams..
i can't wait till this month end, i am going back malaysia to apply for the UK HM Visa...
WooHoo... wish i could be as lucky as i always am...
gotta pray even harder...!!!

Diet Time...

Been thinking wanna diet, wanna lose weight...
end up ... haiz ... Failed OF COURSE!!!
no stamina, no determination, no energy, no faith, no confident, no money, no time, no this, no that, no bla bla, no la la , no di di , no da da and etc....
see ... so many excuse to not start my diet...
i know i know... if tat's the case, i deserve to be fat, i deserve to be a pig, it serve me right ...
sigh ... i need encouragement!!!
i don wanna be a pig!!!